Ok…so today is cycle day 35! And still nothing but huge sore boobs! So sore that when I was doing my chest presses in sculpting class this afternoon, my body bar got a little too close for comfort, I could’ve wailed out in pain.

If you remember from an earlier post, I was to take another pregnancy test this morning had I not gotten my period and if that was negative, and then call the doctor for Provera to bring it on.

1. I didn’t get my period,
2. I tested and it was negative,
3. I called the doctor.

They want me to speak directly with the doctor but he will not be in until tomorrow around 11a.m. so I will try back then. In the meantime, I won’t let anything but the tight 100% cotton from a sports bra touch my boobs.

Which reminds me: Have you ever been putting on your sports bra, and in an effort to put one arm through and pull it over the opposite shoulder, the unthinkable happens…it snaps on your nipple so hard you want to scream?? Well I’m so afraid that is going to happen to me! And I keep my fingers crossed every time I put one on, which only puts me at greater risk. Oh boy.

This morning I woke up to a beautiful coating of fresh snow on the ground, and it hasn’t stopped yet! Have I told you how much I love the snow…as long as there is nowhere I have to be by a certain time. Today is definitely a lazy day for my husband and me. All the Christmas decorations are now up and all we have to do is enjoy them!

I also woke up with the reminder that I still have not gotten my period! I don’t get it. Although I can now say that my boobs have at least doubled in size, which I of course love. But they hurt like all hell, so they aren’t doing me as much good as I’d like. So we still sit and wait…I kind of feel like that’s all I’ve been doing for the past 3 weeks now- waiting. I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that I ALWAYS leave the house, prepared to get my period. You know, with 30 tampons squished into my small 10×5, I don’t have children yet, size bag. I think next time I go out, I will remove them all. This is a surefire way to my period; at the most inopportune time, while I am completely unprepared and standing on the longest line in a ridiculously crowded store, with no basket or cart (because I thought I only needed a few things)! That’s it. That’s what I’ll do. I’ll let you now how that goes.

Last night one of my girlfriends came over and we noshed on cheese & crackers and fresh veggies and dip while we laughed hysterically over National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation . I don’t think I will ever get sick of that movie…it’s a Christmastime tradition! It was nice to more or less “forget” about my goings on for a few hours. It’s funny how it’s always on your mind, but I guess how could it not be, right?