Today I’m on cycle day 30, one day closer to being able to find out whether or not this first round of Clomid was indeed a complete success! But I’m not getting my hopes up, remember? Only keeping my thoughts positive. Really, what’s the difference? I hoping I’m pregnant, and that is a positive thought. Either way, I’m trying to keep myself busy so I don’t concentrate on it.

I definitely feel crampy in the abdominal area today. Although I don’t know if it’s from this mornings sculpting class, that I am going to get my period, or if my mind is playing ridiculous tricks on me. Otherwise I feel pretty much the same as I did yesterday, except a bit more fatigued and irritable. Exercise really helps with the irritable part, although it leaves me feeling more fatigued…go figure!

Last week was actually my last session with my trainer at the gym. I was pretty upset about it as I feel I’m not ready to venture out on my own just yet. She brought up the idea of group training which is half the price of a full hour session, and you get to work out with somebody else who’s at your same fitness level. Of course I jumped at the idea to save some money while still getting to train with a professional! Sadly enough, her other client whom she was going to pair me with couldn’t commit right now, so I went ahead and purchased four more one hour sessions. Instead of meeting with her twice a week- one day upper body, one day lower body, I will meet with her once a week and do both upper and lower body in that hour. I’ve also started to incorporate, as I mentioned above, sculpting classes on Monday and Wednesday mornings. So far so good!

Onward I march, exercising my right to fertility!